Friday, October 28, 2011

My little Achievement!

Disclaimer: This is a true story and not a figment of my overactive imagination. All the views expressed in the following article are property of Divya Krishna. Any reproduction in part or full will be titled as an offence and the guilty will serve my hatred for lifetime :P

India is a country with a population more than a billion. We, a few lakhs, who live in a city, usually, do not understand the state of affairs in the hinterland. They are very innocent and ignorant. They don’t know what is happening in the outside world. Their life is limited to their village. And a few “Leaders” (Political Goondas) take them for a ride and lead a luxurious life themselves while these poor villagers fight for food and water every day. A right direction is all these villagers need.  No, I am not copying these thoughts from some famous article. I realized this last December.
December 2010 – I had just finished a big assignment at work and was tired as hell. Hence, I applied for a 20 day leave. This leave was supposed to be a stress buster and hence, I did not make any elaborate travel plans. Plus, my Dad and sister did not have holidays. So I was left on my own. One of my cousin sisters was about to get married. So I thought it was a wonderful opportunity to spend some quiet time with her in our home town – Khammam, a small town, which is 4 hours away from Hyderabad by road. When I told her, she was ecstatic. She planned my entire trip with small tours.
First day was spent at home. Second day, we went to Warangal and visited many interesting places there. Our next trip was to Nagarjun Sagar Dam. This trip was going to be exciting as we were supposed to get on to a cruise near the dam. I was really looking forward to the same.
The night before, when we were packing our clothes, my uncle told us that there was some Raasta roko aandolan the next day. (Telangana Agitation had started in Andhra Pradesh and every 2nd day there was some strike, some fight and some agitation. Frankly, by then even the localites were tired of all these gimmicks of politicians to gain popularity.) Hence, he suggested that we postpone our programme. But, we were too excited and decided that we will go indeed. So, giving up on us, my uncle advised that we leave early in the morning before the agitation began. So that we reach the dam by 9 AM. We planned accordingly and slept off early.
We woke up at 3:00 AM and got ready quickly. The car was ready by 4:00 AM. We promptly left to make our 4 hrs of journey. Till 6:30 both of us just dozed off. Then some loud voices woke me up. I saw that our car had stopped and there was a big traffic jam. I asked the driver what happened. He told us, that the traffic jam was because of a group which was crying out slogans and had stopped the vehicles. So, our raasta was rokoed! I muttered curses under my breath and got down to inspect the situation.
I saw 6-7 men with yellow flags, shouting some slogans in Telugu. You should have seen them! They looked like pakka goondas. Their faces, bellies, expressions! Along with them 2 little boys were holding flags and running around. A few villagers were begging them to stop this tamasha so that they can carry on with their regular work.  But, no.. They yelled at an old woman and pushed her aside.
Some of the cars found an alternate road and they started moving. Our driver also, came to me and asked me to sit in the car so that we can escape before they notice. So, we went. There was an auto in front of us and before that was a car. Just when the car was coming out of this galli, these goondas noticed us and stood in front of the car abusing us and challenging us to run over him and leave. I was so angry at this foolishness that I had half a mind to run over him.  Anyway, in the mean time, another goon cut a tree and placed it before the car so that we can’t move.  Disgusting! I immediately got down and asked the 1st goon if he has lost his mind! He said, “Madam, you don’t know what we poor people have to go through every day. You wear costly clothes and come in car and are shouting at us.” I lost it! Poor people! You are wearing a bloody big gold chain in your neck. Yes, I said that. He said, “I may not be poor, but I live with the poor. I am their representative.” And I asked him, “Well, does leadership mean that you interrupt people’s day to day life and shout at old women?” To which he did not have any answer and he left muttering unintelligible stuff.
Our little fight had attracted quite a lot of audience. A few of them came to me and warned me to back off. Apparently he was some big shot of that area. My sister was scared and asked me to just shut up, not to take panga and to sit in the car. I sat in the car for a while. My patience was running out. I couldn’t sit there doing nothing, while these guys were shouting at villagers and stopping all the cars. They even hit a man who wanted to cross the road. Goondaism at it’s peak. I then saw 2 little boys running around with flags. I couldn’t take it any longer. I got out again, caught the little boys and asked them, “ Why are you not at school? Do you even know what is going on here?” One boy meekly answered back, “My father told me not to go to school and come with him.” I asked him who his father was. He pointed towards a man who was that main goon’s chamcha.
 In the mean time, I see two goons pulling the tree to a side and letting a car go. We thought, finally the drama ends. But, no, that car guy had given him 5oo bucks and they let them go. I flared up. I lost it. I started abusing the head goon. He also accepted my challenge and was shouting back. No manners that a girl was in front of him, he started saying crassy things. I pointed that out to which he says that being a girl from city, I did not deserve respect as we sell our respect with our clothes. He touched my nerve. I simply said, I will no longer talk to an animal. I turned to all the villagers. I said,” Look, this is the guy that you call a leader. A guy who does not even know how to talk to old women and villagers? A guy who has no human feelings? A guy who takes money and lets a car go? A guy who supports those politicians who are completely fake. What KCR are you all talking about? He is on a Fast since 15 days and has not even fainted? A man who is nicely having Honey and water and juice during his fast. Maybe I am not a leader; maybe I don’t understand all your miseries; maybe I can’t lead you all towards prosperity. But, please do not for a second believe that people like these goondas will.” I was very proud as I finished my little speech. I could see that I did touch them. They all looked at me as if I opened their eyes.
The head goonda also noticed it and said, “Don’t listen to madams like these. They only know how to talk. Madam, if you have dum then, move this tree and go.” I smiled, and said, I have a better idea. I went and sat in my car and dialed “100”. Surprisingly, someone picked up. I told the police about the whole drama and gave them our where abouts. They promised me to be there in 15 mins.  I got off when I head the villagers talking. They were resounding my thoughts. One old woman repeated my exact sentence and said she saw a point in what I said. One man saw me approaching and asked me what they should do now. I simply told them, we are more in number than they are, so let’s all go together move the tree and cross the road together. The villagers were suddenly all fiery and motivated. They got up together and purposefully started moving the tree. The goons got scared, they saw that the villagers were more in number than they were and backed off. Right at that moment, enter the police. All the goons start running away. The police caught them though and all the villagers start applauding and clapping. I proudly sat back in the car. A lot of the villagers came to me and thanked me. I felt proud that I touched their lives.  
Maybe it was not a great feat. Maybe it was nothing in front of what amazing things people do.  I am proud that I made a little difference. Maybe one of those villagers will remember what I said next time he met any such goons.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

If......

If I were a poet, I would have captured my life in a sonnet.
If I were a writer, I would have poured the beauty that surrounds me into words.
If I could compose, I would string each feeling into a moving song.
If I could express, I would let the river of thoughts pour out and meet the ocean.
If I could..If I could..If I could..

Yes. This is exactly how I feel. I feel there is so much in me that I want to express and share. A flurry of emotions, a train of thoughts, a bouquet of feelings..All fighting to come out. But, like all the normal and logical people, I also shut them up. Why? Because I don’t think anyone in this world is exactly interested? Maybe, but, mostly because these are extremely private emotions. They are mine..And they are for me. Maybe no one else will understand, maybe will even find it foolish.

There are moments, when I just want to be alone and sit thinking. Not stressing about my job. Not worrying about being the responsible adult. Not letting life’s cruel ways get to me. Just, sitting alone and thinking. Thinking about why are we here. What role am I playing in this Universe? What if I was not what I am and was someone completely different. Would I feel the same way? Would I have the same questions that I have now?

And there are moments when I want to share this side of me with someone. Without the fear of that person judging me. Without stressing on what the other person will think about me. Just bare my soul..Maybe there will be someone who will understand this side of me. Who may not have answers to all the questions, but will be happy to ponder on them together. Maybe then I don’t have to put on a mask of happiness and fun all the time. Maybe share dreams and see the light together.

I am right now listening to “Stop this Train” by John Mayer and this song gets me thinking. It is so true. Sometimes, everything in life happens so fast, that you can’t take the speed and just want to stop everything and go back to where you were. But, I can’t stop this train right now. Honestly, I want this phase of mine to end as soon as possible. Not because I am not enjoying it. But, anticipation of the next is luring me into wishing that it ended. Maybe I should be scared being older. What if I am only good at being young?

I don’t know what will happen in the future. I don’t know if I will live to see this future. But, I am sure that whatever happens, my belief in me will keep me happy. I maybe am never going to win the world nor am I going to stop the world. The only thing with me is my belief. And just one small prayer.. Just keep me where the light is.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Queens of the Crappy Land!

On a hot sunny afternoon, Lady Periwinkle and Lady Bertha from the Crappy land decided to meet and catch up on all the latest that is happening in their small little village. After the usual greetings and goodwill wishes, they proceeded to sit in Lady Periwinkle’s green lawn with Tea and freshly baked cookies.


Lady Periwinkle: Lady Bertha, did you hear about the mouse which went up the clock...

Lady Bertha: Oh yes..and then the clock struck 1 and the poor mouse got scared and ran away. But, our very own Humpty Dumpty is in a bad state I heard!

Lady Periwinkle: I say he deserved what he got. The king’s men and horses had warned him so many times not to sit on the wall. So he gets no pity from my side.
But, I am proud of that boy who put a finger in the pie and pulled out a cherry...
I would want to meet him some time.

Lady Bertha: Yes, he is handsome I dare say. He is very good friends with Jack. Oh, and Jack and Jill should have some good news by now. What do you think?

Lady Periwinkle: No Lady Bertha. Did you not hear about their sad story? They were playing ringa ringa roses on the hill n fell down.

Lady Bertha: That is pretty foolish of them. Also, I admire the boy with black sheep. He is making money faster than the king.

Lady Periwinkle: Oh, I say, he will give competition to king soon. The king will not even realize. The boy will stealthily make money while the king sits in his counting house, counting out his money.

Lady Bertha: Yes yes. I happened to meet Midas yesterday, and he has lost his golden touch. That is sad!

Lady Periwinkle: Midas? Is he the one whose wife always sits in the parlor eating bread and honey?

Lady Bertha: Yes, him. Rumor has it that he spilled curd after seeing Incy Wincy spider. That is why he lost the golden touch.

They were enjoying their lovely conversation, when Martha, Lady Periwinkle’s maid came to them hurriedly.

Martha: Ladies, unfortunately I bear some bad news. I just came to know from the Gardener, who heard it in the village and has been kind enough to share the same with me.

Lady Bertha: (Losing patience) Martha, please go ahead and tell us what the news is.

Martha: Madam, London Bridge has fallen down.

Lady Bertha: Oh! Only this Martha? The bridge was old anyway. We can do without it. I must say, Lady Periwinkle you have a very spirited maid.
Lady Periwinkle: (Embarrassed) Martha, get some pastries for the guest. Off you go.

Lady Bertha: I love pastries. If you can share with me your recipe of the same, I can ask my maid to make it for my sons. They are angry that all the daughters are getting the hot cross buns and they are the second preference. This ought to make them happy.

Lady Periwinkle: Since when is this happening? You need to be very careful Lady Bertha.

Lady Bertha: All this started when Johnny ate sugar and lied to his father.

Lady Periwinkle: Awwww.. This is sad!

Lady Bertha: Oh you don’t know little Johnny. He once pushed the poor little pussy, the one which had even been to London near the queen, into the well. It was good fortune that the stout boy saved it.

Lady Periwinkle: Children..we can go on talking about them. My little Mary has an adorable Lamb. It follows her everywhere. Our old Mother Hubbard underestimated her beauty when she said she was the ugly duckling. I am sure Prince Charming will choose her over Cinderella or any other girl at the ball.

Lady Bertha: But, Lady Periwinkle, it is a little difficult to compete with Rapunzel. I heard her long hair has reached sleeping beauty's fort!

Lady Periwinkle: I think it’s high time she lets go of her locks. It is very old fashioned.

Suddenly they heard chaos outside and both the ladies jumped up from their comfortable chairs and ran outside to investigate the cause. Outside they saw the Old Woman and asked her what was happening. She told that the Piggy Stuart was attempting a suicide on the railway line. Lady Bertha immediately called the Pied Piper who came along with a bunch of rats. Seeing this, the Piggy Stuart ran away to the nearby farm of the Potters.

The dramatic episode tired both the ladies a lot and they hence decided to bid farewell to each other. Lady Bertha invited Lady Periwinkle to her house for tea next Wednesday. Lady Periwinkle accepted it with pleasure.

It was at the next gossip session that Lady Periwinkle gave Lady Bertha the hottest news, that, Piggy Stuart has fallen in love with Piggy Marjorie and they are engaged and that they are getting married at the Low Lying Hills Church the coming Sunday! So, stay tuned…

Monday, February 28, 2011

Books – My fascination.. My Obsession..


I am an ardent reader. I love reading books. When am happy, when am not so happy. They have been with me through every phase of my life. Throughout 24 years, I have tried to read all genres of books. Romance, Action, Thriller, Scientific fiction, Medical fiction, Classics, Non Fiction etc. I enjoy a mixed pot of genres, but, my favorites are Action and Thrillers. When am reading a book, I get so consumed in it that I am completely lost in it and can’t stop till I finish it. There have been nights when I sit hell bent to finish a particular book not even bothering to sleep.

My 1st book ever was “Sun Princess” in 2nd Std. I was so excited when I got this book as a gift from my Dad on my Birthday, that I did not even change in the night and sat with it, reading aloud the words and trying to string the story together. It was an Irish Fable and the story was absolutely fantastic to me. I remember it even now. :)

Even before that, in my Kindergarten, my teacher used to give us story books on a Friday and used to ask our Moms to narrate the stories to us. And then we had to present the story on Monday in front of the class. I still remember how excited I used to be on every Friday. Mom and I used to finish the story in the lunch time itself.


Then, after Sun Princess, I gained confidence and started reading on my own. I slowly started with Panchatantra, Tinkle, Chandamama etc. Then as I grew up, Famous Five, Secret Seven and other Enid Blytons started making place on my desk.

Nancy driving her Blue Mustang with her best friends Bess and George…Aaaah…Nostalgia. Many of us have grown up on Nancy Drew stories. The twisted cases, her crushes, her friends, they all created a parallel world for my young brains. Then Sidney Sheldons, the John Grishams were all waiting for me to read them. I read all the Harry Potters and started reading other fantasy books like Eragon, The Golden Compass etc.

Since then I have tried a lot of books. Some of them which really touched my heart are: Godan, Memoirs of a Geisha, Abduction and a lot more. Every book, when well written, creates an entirely different world. I can live as one of the characters. I can roam on the streets of London when am lounging on my couch. I can fight with the dragons when am actually travelling in a bus. There is so much to learn and so much more to experience.

Currently I am reading “Dead like you” by Peter James about a Psychotic serial rapist and a killer who is obsessed with branded and high heeled shoes. It’s very scary because, the victim in this story is just another girl. It could be me, you anyone. A girl who thinks all bad things happen to others. It’s quite a big book and I want to finish it as soon as possible.

So, if you have read a book that you think I should read, do not forget to recommend it to me :)